[Dentophobia]

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Ok, so I don't have a legit phobia, but I still hate going to the dentist.  I haven't been in an embarassingly long time.  I have always had really healthy teeth.  I take good care of my teeth.  I moved around a lot from my college graduation to now.  I still have my wisdom teeth and I know the dentist will want to yank them.  I've never had a cavity and I'm petrified of a filling.  All super bad excuses, I know. 

Well tomorrow I'm forcing myself to make an appointment.  I have an unbelievable amount of anxiety about this...surprise, surprise.  While I haven't been having any dental issues, I'm sure I have a cavity or two.  I'm just praying its nothing worse than that.  I had a dream this weekend about this visit.  I had 13 cavities.  Do I even have 13 places for cavities?  I woke up noticably freaked out.  They're going to have to knock me out to do any kind of work on me.  Fug. 

Breathe in, breathe out.  Wish me luck

In other news, we (read: my husband surprised me with) got gym memberships.  I'm starting a blog (go figure) to track my progress.  I'm struggling over the title of said blog.  So as soon as I figure that out I'll post the link.  I've got a lot to lose.  I refuse to get pg again until I'm in much better shape.  Dear blog give me strength.